Total Eclipse of the Heart

Old one. I'm better now ^w^




I don't think I can even cry anymore. 

I don't cry during sad or touching movies anymore, 

I barely cried at the last funeral I went to, 

I can't cry when I wish I could.
I bottled up my feelings. 

I got so good at it that I can't turn it off when I don't want it.
It's better to cry, than to pretend you don't want to.
Most of the time, I have no use for tears.
But everyone cries sometimes.
I'll be the only girl who's not crying at funerals, during sad movies, when the situation calls for tears.
I didn't like to cry, I didn't want to cry, but then I decided I could. It would make me feel better.
But I couldn't.

I couldn't cry.